Last week was a bad one... I'm not really feeling too much detail...but I'll fill ya in a bit. Mom was mad. Mom got me frustrated. I was in a bad mood. I couldn't get happy. Basically last week was my first really bad week since I began my resolutions. I finally bounced back. Things got put into perspective for me. And now, I'm feeling even better than before.
Now high school I've found, kinda sucks. People change, I've noticed, senior year changes people the most. I've drifted, from a few people. I used to beat up on myself, telling myself I've done it. Or I beat up on them in my head, saying they were big jerks. But that's not what it is. It's a time for change, and that's exactly what happened...people changed and grew. So I'm no longer knocking on anyone for it, I'm accepting it. I mean, there's really nothing else you can do anyway. But on the other hand, some people DON'T change. They stay their same immature selves. That just t's me off, for the record. i.e. government class people Also in high school, I'm tired of hearing people throw words around like idiots. I'm really tired of sitting at lunch and listening to the table behind me go "blah blah blah fuckers blah blah stupid bitch blah blah blah fuck fuck fuck" I mean, if you want to sound ignorant...that's your business, but please, tone it down!
Basically, I wanted to talk about change. How it takes yourself to make change. How, no matter how much you want to ignore it, people go through change. And how you'll just learn to accept things, or keep it to yourself the best you can. Hope you all have a grand day. Love to all Miranda |